Dear crush

For all my motives to get into your head

For all my dramas to get a glimpse of your face

For all unseen love from me

For all hidden feelings of mine

For all inquisitiveness, I have regarding you

For all my dreams about you

For all stalking and caring, I do about you

For just a little interest you show towards me

For all those rare eye contacts

For all the emotional drills in my heart

For all those moments I saved for us

For making me weak the moment I see you

Someday,

Someday I will show my affection I preserved just for you

Someday I will share my imaginary world with you

Someday I will express how much you mean to me

Someday I shall prove how special you are

But,

No, I don’t want to know you

You might not be exactly the person I imagined to be

No, I don’t want to express my feelings

You might not value it as I expect to

No, I don’t want to reflect the expression of my soul

You might go far away to escape

No, I am tired of making fun out of my emotions

You might be undeserving of the love I shall invest

So,

Let the life play along

Let the time keep surprising us

Let ‘you and me’ be just ‘you and me’ and not us

If it’s meant to be, I will never let you go

All life long…

All life long.