Just a breakup

“It’s just a breakup okay, now don’t overreact,” he said. For him it was just a casual break from one person. But what would you say to her for whom you are the first thought in mind after being awake and last thought before she sleeps. What will you say to the person whose whatsoever dreams revolves just around one person, that is you, always you. 
Now she always wakes up with heavy heart and teary eyes. You left her shattered again in the corner of loneliness surrounded with insecurities and mistrust. She thinks she is a loner, forever meant to be a loner. You made her mind filled with questions like, “Do I deserve this?, Am I that bad?, What is lacking in me?”   
Maybe she was more of a giver for she never calculated her love in equation of beam balance. But when you left her all unfair things started getting visualized fairly. She don’t have courage to face you and your friends anymore. Even in her sleep she dreams everyone booing her calling a ‘looser’. With the growing attachment she never realized she had already devoted herself to you. The most embarrassing thing for her is to think about for how long she was “the unwanted person in your life”. When she was busy crafting a future land with you, you were busy kissing someone else or at least entertaining in thoughts. Well, hats off to your time management skill.

She has decided to avoid the roads, the restaurants, the malls, the alleys that holds your memories. You left her shattered that she don’t have courage to even fake a smile. She kept trying hard to move on, but there was something that always kept her expected, awaited and motivated which was, ‘her love for you’. Your thoughts haunt her in the middle of conversation and she frequently gets ‘zoned-out’. She moves out of conversation to hold her tears and distract herself. 
She had never thought of giving up on you even in her wildest dreams but today she is giving up on you, she really do.