I KILLED MY BESTFRIEND:(

Sheru?My beloved one?
Do you know? I have a surprise for you. Please come back. I am eagerly waiting for your presence. Look, I bought three packets of oreo for you. Are you still angry with me? Hey love. Are you hearing me? Sheru? Please speak. I am gonna cry now. Sheru? Sheru? Are you there? Why are you hiding from me? Are you teasing me?

This is me every midnight and I am the reason behind my tears. Yes, I lost my best friend. Isn't this heartbreaking? You won't understand.

Okay, let me make you clear that 'Sheru' is oops was my pet. Yes, you read right. He was. But, you have no right to tell he is no more cause he plays with me every night (in my dreams).

Sheru was of about six months when I met him. He was a lost pet of someone. Every day I used to feed him while coming back home from school. I was too much addicted to him that I used to hide him in my cupboard. Everything was well but mom is mom. She found my secret. She asked me where did I bring him from. I told truth. She aggressively denied keeping him cause he was a lost pet of someone. I cried and cried and cried but she explained to me not to cry and she said, "just like the way you are crying the owner of this dog might be feeling the same, be a good girl and stop crying." Hence, they returned my Sheru to his owner. I ate nothing and spent my whole day crying and lying in the bed. I got sick too.

Finally, my parents couldn't see the condition of mine and owned him paying much money to the owner. That was a miracle, I felt much better after seeing him.

After my recovery, I took Sheru with me for an evening walk. I introduced him to my fellows. For few minutes, I was busy playing with my pals and I realised Sheru was not with me. I was panicked and asked my friends to find him.

Few miles far, there was a crowd of some people shouting. I rushed there and saw a woman beating Sheru. I pushed her and asked what he did. Then she replied Sheru was licking her child. How cruel she was. Sheru wasn't eating up her child. I guess she thought that Sheru was about to bite her child.He was playing with him. I was explaining this. She snatched Sheru from me and threw him in a burning fire. I even rushed into fire but those elder people didn't let me save him. I even fought with that cruel woman's son but he scratched me in my face. I still have those scars on my face.

My eyes got filled writing this :(. I know there was my fault for leaving you and not watching after you.

I was broken. I lost my best friend in front of my eye. Still, I can hear his sound asking for help. With that fear of losing someone whom I love the most, I barely get close with people. 

All I want to say is never stop caring for the one you love.