BUT NEED NO EXPLANATION, DARLING!!

I wonder why

I miss you every time even though when I don't want

I wonder why

Your glimpse of memories give me long-lasting bliss

I wonder why

I miss you every midnight while staring at the ceiling

I wonder why

I lost with myself after thousands of tries of hating you

I wonder why

It's not easy to forget you and forgive you as well

I wonder why

You keep dancing in my mind

I wonder why

You keep ruling my heart

I wonder why

I still get blush when my friends call me by your name

I wonder why

I still hope to be called yours even though I don't want

I wonder why

I expect good morning to good night messages from you

I wonder why

I expect a single notification from you

I wonder why

I still wanted you to sing songs for me

I wonder why

I want you to love me the same I do though I know you will not

I wonder why

I cannot kick you off my head

I wonder why

Your name makes me cry

I wonder why

I hate every person who has the same name as yours

I wonder why

I cannot move on though you already moved

Please!Please!Please!

Get lost

I am tired. 

Someone help me to find myself. 

Someone help me to be cruel so that I can stand for myself.

I wish I could be happy as you are now.